looking up at the stars

its only the beginning of the week and im luving it. i think because some is on its way and like always im looking forward to catching up with my friends during the week and looking forward to Saturday.
i have a few things on the Saturday so no doubt be rush rush but whats new. i have a decision on going to this particular birthday. i want to see the people there but thinking it wont be good for me but same time im wanting to go. thinking maybe its because i cant let go of something and i dont want to.
Last night was the perfect night. Spending it with one my close girlfriends Sophie. Weather was so Still. Not hot not to cold sitting outside having a an easy dinner, buger and chips with a house wine. We couldnt help ourselves having another drink it being so lovely out. So we shared a jug of beer together. I felt like we had to. i think i was craving it the moment i got home having beer in the sun on sunny evening. Went for a little Stroll then placed ourselves on little hill on the grass and just rested and relaxed & sharing our thoughts. Was a perfect way to start the week off.

blooming

On a lovely sunny sunday day i felt calm but bit flat i thought flowers were the perfect  little lift to make me smile again. So i went for a little walk and saw these pretty flowers blooming

its mine

sometimes late at night, it just hits me, this is my life and i can do what i want!

Zoe Kravits

my home the city

seems to be a ritual shanghai dumplings, Section 8 & Carlton club With a bottle of champaign
living life x x 

my new found love x x x

my new baby so happy i finally bought it. however im very sad its already had one drop!!! im hoping it will last me forever because im tad obsessed with it

dedicated to Ashley

I have another day off today because public holiday = getting an extra RDO but im so happy i finally get to rest i think my 2-3 weeks of being busy has finally stopped. So glad i got do all the things i had on with my friends. i enjoyed every little bit of it. Was actually getting run down but i wanted to keep going with everything i had on.
Note to self make sure keep up with drinking lots of water. otherwise my face will look like death. my manger even told me " have you looked in the mirror lately" thanks for that already feel run down.
Had a beautiful weekend spending it with all the people that make me smile and have a good time.
Was two of my friends birthdays on Saturday night. i only made it to one. i thought i should take it easy and not over do it since been on the go non stop for about 2-3 weeks now.
had work during the day on Sunday then rush home and get ready for my best friends going away drinks.
Was a lovely evening. nice warm night little bit of rain but other than that turned out to be a lovely evening mingling and catching up with others that i haven't seen in awhile.
Was nice because Ash & i dont really go out or even see each other that often because we are both so busy. was good to see all of her friends again because i haven't really caught up with them in awhile. i use to see them all the time because Ash and i use to be joined at the hip and everyone use to know us as the married couple. She even proposed at my 21st.

So whenever me and her had a function or party just a catch up with a friends we were always together. was great because both of us were so easy to get along with and we always had fun no matter what we did.
So it was great to see all of her friends again and have a little chat with all. didn't get to speak to them all and neither did ash but was lovely way to finish the weekend.
im quiet sad & scared for ash to be going away. Leaving to live in France for 3 months with her bf.So happy for her but same time scared that one day i wont see her and she will be over there. i know there is always the chance of flying over there but same time its the fact of just randomly seeing her. Everything will all have to be organised and im not fan of doing things like that. I like to do things when i want!! thats how llife should be doing things what you want and when!!
its like the saying " life is time ,& time is all we have"