hello,
been awhile since i have written anything. enjoying life at the moment. housemate has gone overseas so i have the place free to myself for a whole month. Friends have been coming around everynight so barely any time to sit and take my time doing relaxing. Even though been staying in most nights. Its quiet dangerous living alone having friends over everynight eating the foods that you do and how much wine you go through.
suddenly im having a phase of watching dvds with my favourite all time female actress julia Roberts. So of course it includes the classic Pretty woman with the handsome richard gere in. so sweet. i got a little carried away buying the dvd and buying the soundtracks to it. Another phase? craving suddenly having peanutbutter. Its not good. having half a jar eating it with a knife from spreading it from the muffins. i gave up and started eating it with the knife instead.
hate the fact im such an emotional eater to. doesnt help!!
so onto my next topic. i hate how males mess with our heads and what they do to us. drives me insane.
Suddenly they are chasing you and then you blink and dont hear from them. Really annoying when you dont take notice of them in the first place then suddenly they are in your face and are interested then goes back to the drawing board again. I hate the fact they always makes us feel down. Why? and its not easy to just forget about it. ANNOYING.
you forget and Dont think about him then suddenly he pops up again. I hate how its always like that. Always. but then its not fair why are they thinking of you? they're not allowed to.
Anyways so come to the question Can guys and Girls be Friends? its been questioned for so long. And that comes on the same line can you be friends with your ex?
Since im already in the frustrated mood already. Finding out how selfish my father is! ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Him telling me he has so much on his plate and that his girlfriend/fiancé is sick and saying he wont have anyone. sounds really dramatic which it is but its hard to explan however he is telling me he is picking her over me and he has no shame. How is that fair? Then telling me he had no idea that my mum kicked me out but then again he doesn't change or contact me more. screwed up.
i feel stupid because i gave him to much credit.
Ok talk about something happy now!!! At work last week we had our area manager/boss come down from Sydney to check in with us. Us being the only Outlet in Austrailia they have to see how we are all going since we kind of do our own thing.
Michelle who was suppose to come spend the day with us, came Half hour before closing. Instead we all went out for dinner with her and she paid. i thought that was so lovely. it felt so surreal. sitting down having dinner with her sharing wine with her and talking about how her job works. She is the buyer for Emporio Armani women and half of buy for Giorgio Armani. Also how she is friends with Mary Chu who is in charge of Giorgio Armani Australia.
plus getting compliments from her as well was so touching.
During the week i had the girls over from work stay at my place. which was really cute. watched Pretty Woman of course. eating on the couch in the lounge room in our pjs having dinner and wine while i see them get tipsy over one glass. was so cute. buying all this food thinking we will feel peckish while watching the movie but instead im the only one that eats majority of it. Must admit we did well with what we thought of eating. Garlic bread, pop corn, olives, mixed bag of nuts, salt & vinigar chips and choc chip cookies we warmed up in the microwave.
then hours 2 hours later we are all passed out on the couch.
so cute such a bonding session.
i have had an urge or craving whatever you may call it to go op shopping. i finally got to go yesterday. and i was so happy with my purchases. i have two favourites out of the few i bought. a pair of red shiny leather red Prada loafers. thats fit like a glove, so comfy. second favourite is a grey and black cardi/jacket. the sleeves are ma grey knit and the back and front bit is like a black suede patchwork. I also got a mens Khaki military shirt, which is so my colour. 3 scarves that are all very different and a beaded shrug. Not sure if i will ever wear it but it was cute and the pattern of the beads i like. Here are some photo that you can have a proper idea of what i got. because my descriptions are terrible.
last two fridays been going back up to Torquay. I use to do it every week with my girlfriend going out down to the bar hanging out with the group guys crashing at one of the guys place which is opposite the beach best view.
this year is a little different since majority of all the guys are overseas in europe. Plus i cant do it as much as i use to because of work and i get so much more tired the next day now. Guess the aging thing is really coming along now.
however one guy who is has a band and is married. His birthday was only the other day.My girlfriend Hayley and i headed out last night to catch up with him and his wife but we got there to late. Even though we got to the bar quiet late and they had already left we made a night of it anyways. Fun random night. Don't know where this guy came from but me and him started dancing and sitting on the stools trying to dance. looks quiet funny when you do it. While we were dancing my earing came off. Was upset but i place one of them in his shirt pocket. and the other one to Hayley. Who knows why i did that and only remembering random the next morning that i did that. So glad that i have his number that i can get it back.He is heading out tonight for a big night but instead we all went out for coffee this morning.It was so cute catching up because it had been so long. But lovely to see them again.
Here are some photos of Willow(who' birthday it was) and good times down Torquay
feel so special for having these kind of moments. like feeling like your really experiencing life to the fullest.
To stop and think about all the moments we go through in life are just so beautiful.
whether it be having a coffee with a friend and them being so interested in your life and same visa versa.
seeing one of your favourite bands play outside in the fresh air and relate to what they are singing.
sharing everything that goes through your mind with someone and knowing you can always call on them
being sexal with someone and having the feeling of loving them.
relaxing with your girlfriends and talking about stuff you cant share with the opposite sex.
having drinks on the beach in summer time.
dancing in the moonlight
looking up at the stars with someone you truely care about
having a Best friend who you have grown up with your whole life and still friends with them today
walking in the fresh air to de stress
knowing what looks good.
Fashion
having big night outs with friends that you wake up in the morning with realising you have blanks
having someone make you a cd
having a a friend/ housemate call you from the other side of the world
having someone message you reminding you that a certain something reminds them of you
bumping into an old boyfriend having that akward silent moment and nothing to say because its just to wierd
catching them looking at you while you are ignoring and trying to have a good time with your girlfriends
having brunch with girlfriends after a night out
