looking up at the stars

its only the beginning of the week and im luving it. i think because some is on its way and like always im looking forward to catching up with my friends during the week and looking forward to Saturday.
i have a few things on the Saturday so no doubt be rush rush but whats new. i have a decision on going to this particular birthday. i want to see the people there but thinking it wont be good for me but same time im wanting to go. thinking maybe its because i cant let go of something and i dont want to.
Last night was the perfect night. Spending it with one my close girlfriends Sophie. Weather was so Still. Not hot not to cold sitting outside having a an easy dinner, buger and chips with a house wine. We couldnt help ourselves having another drink it being so lovely out. So we shared a jug of beer together. I felt like we had to. i think i was craving it the moment i got home having beer in the sun on sunny evening. Went for a little Stroll then placed ourselves on little hill on the grass and just rested and relaxed & sharing our thoughts. Was a perfect way to start the week off.